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Why Sis
It's been months since I heard your voice sis,
Don't you know it's you who I miss?
What happened to the two girls who use to be so close?
Now all your worried about is another dose .

What happened to us the bond we use to share,
Now I sit and wonder if you even still care.
This isn't fair,
This isn't a game of truth or dare.

Now it's as if you disappeared away from me,
You use to always be there for me,
But now your no where to be.

Remember that day we got our sister quote tattoos?
I thought I wouldn't make it through,
But I had you there too.

Now you let the drugs take over who you are and drifted off so far,
Ending up at some trashy bar,
Living out of your car.

I hate that you can't even pick up my call,
Are you scared it'd make you feel small?
I told you I'd always try to catch you if you'd fall.

But you crossed the line,
Thinking you look all fine,
Saying just one last line,
Cause you can't find the power to decline.

I'm afraid,
Afraid of waking up to some bad news about you,
Them saying that I'd lost you,
I don't think I'd make it through,
Don't you know what you need to do?
Your family will always be here for you.

What happened to the sister I looked up to?
What happened to the one that was there when I was down and blue?
What happened is the drugs thats what's true.

This kills me inside as you try to tell another lie,
Saying your fine
But why are you trying to die?
Are you trying to make me cry?

The sister I use to know let the drugs take her away,
When all I wanted was her to stay,
Get clean and be seen,

But she let the addition control her all,
Now every night I pray I don't get a call,