Growing up I kinda had a rough life,
not sure where or how to start this so please excuse me if I don't make much sense. but this is about me and how I feel about it all!
What Is Beauty?
it can mean different thing's to different people.
to me beauty is not only how you look on the outside but what's also on the inside.
I've never been much of a looker, I wasn't popular in school, Etc. Etc.
But still people would not want to be around me much, you either had to be popular, have the perfect body, looks, the whole thing. well that was not me. I'm a country girl, love animals, camping, fishing, 4 Wheeling, and more,I never had a fancy car, house, clothes, and more. I have brothers and sisters we played outside got dirty chased lighting bugs just had fun.
but I've never really had the looks of these females you see in magazine's.
never even had a boyfriend in school either, I was never pretty enough or popular enough.
there were times I'd go home and cry , even times I wanted to commit suicide, because noons ever really talked to me, yes I did have friends a couple and we would sit together at lunch among ourselves while the others laughed and made fun of us we we're always getting told how ugly we were Etc. Etc.
words hurt a lot more my opinion, I'm now 47 still...