so much is happening in my mind, so much chaos it is very hard to define. my moods are very unpredictable they can go from severe anger to complete despair as if I'm lost and have no place to go in this life. will I ever be someone's loving wife? will I ever return to true happiness or is this where everything ends right here in my mind. last night was rough I was having nightmares but don't ask me what about. the only thing I remember is jumping several times out of breath out of my sleep. help me God snap out or get over what is happening in my life so I can get to the next level of where I belong please please!!!
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