I feel disturbed, aching
Disturbed heart, disturbed soul.
Whatever, I feel like crying aloud.
So many thoughts and questions in me which eats my soul up.
Am I being used?
by someone for something or by eveyone for something...
Is my innocence being used for a need?
Am I trash to be thrown in waste after being used?
Is my physique or heart a need to someone?
Is my heart just being just used by someone to satisfy their needs?
Are my emotions being misused?
Have I been wronged?
Am I doing anything wrong?
Am I ok now?

I could feel my heart bleeding and crying aloud, a cry for true love.
Words unheard by anyone.
When someone ask me "what's wrong?" I couldn't just say what's really wrong..
I try to mask myself with
a happy curve in...