For you ,with myself I've been fighting a war.
Crushed me entirely , it wasn't just a scar .
Hear me out one time as I pour out my heart .
Hear me out one last time as I now depart ,
After being thrown out like fucking garbage .
I had even dreamed of our life after marriage .
I never thought I deserved happiness in this world .
I never thought I would get along with a beautiful girl.
You showed me what bliss meant .
With you , precious was every moment spent .
You made promises and showed me dreams.
I believed blindly in your false schemes .
But I forgive you for you are the only one who I loved .
You are the only one who I kept above
All the pleasures and things that exist .
Even after I say I hate you , my love will persist .

Wasn't I your prince on the white horse ?
If you were cold , I would've burned my corpse .
I breath now there's a pain in my chest .
I wait whole day for the sun to set .
I now sleep at night hoping the sun never appears.
I now sleep in the night hoping the reality disappears.
I sleep to experience the beautiful nightmares .
Where I am with you in gardens and fairs.
Should've told me what was on your mind .
How can you go away burying me behind ?
I try to hold , but I can't reach .
I have no right to call you a bitch.
I wish you all the happiness .
You pulled me up but I've again become a mess .
Thinking you gave elixir , I drank the poison.
I will never forget this hard way learned lesson.

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