There you are so...not how you appeared to me before. You look different to me now, your looks that once had me in fits are still there yet faded. You appear lost & lonely. You tell me that you suffer because of me & our relationship. Yes, I was wrong. I think that I am seeing you now how my mother saw you. What was I thinking? You were perfect in the beginning, hook, line & sinker you had me. Now you look like another stranger on the streets. Goodbye to who you wanted me to think you were. Were you ever really that sweet? Goodbye to the lust that held me. Goodbye to all the bullshit! There you are so...ugly to me now! I hate to say that, but it is what I see when you show up. Goodbye to him, hello to her. Feeling so used. You were her all along.
© Brandi G