jaanti hu.....

un sbme khi na khi sbse bdi galti meri hi thi....

lekin mne aisa kb kha ki m un sb baato ko....

apni sbhi galtiyo ko bhul gyi hu.....

aisa bilkul bhi nhi hai.....

mujhe aaj bhi sb yaad hai......

ek ek baat.....

ek ek galti meri......

lekin ek baat tumne kbhi gor nhi ki......

ki un sbme galti sirf meri nhi thi......

jitni meri thi......

utni hi tumhari bhi thi......

tumne to mujhe kuchh kehne ka mokka tk na diya......

or kisi ki baate sunkar......

mujhe hi block krdiya tha......

Kam se Kam ek baar meri baat sun to lete.....

jaanti hu tum Aaj bhi mujhe hi kasoorwar maante aa rhe ho.....

uss din ke baad se m kitni badl gyi.....

ye to tumne notice Kiya bhi nhi hoga.....

hasna chhod diya.....

baate krna chhod di......

bharosa krna chhod diya.....

kisi ke saath pe vishwas krna chhod diya.....

sbke saath hote huye bhi khud ko akela rkhna sikh liya......

or kyu na krti ye sb......

hasna tumne sikhaaya tha.....

baate krna tumse pasand tha.....

saath tumhara bhaata tha......

meri duniya puri badl gyi.....

kaash ek baar bharosa tumne bhi kiya hota......

tum mujhe kehte the ki m bharosa nhi krti tumpe......

lekin sach to ye hai......

ki tumne bharosa nhi kiya mujhpe.....

mne to kiya tha......

mujhe yakeen tha......

ki agr kuchh hoga to tum mujhe smjhoge......

tum ek baar to mokka doge mujhe kuchh kehne ka......

kisi teesre ki baat ko na sunke....

tum mujhse puchhoge.....

pr tumne to mujhe hi galt saabit krdiya......

ab koi pagl kehta hai na......

to bura nhi lgta.....

kyuki jaanti hu.....

hu m pagl......

m aaj tk us din ki sb baate sb ilzaam sb jhel rhi hu......

ilzaam bhi tumne vo diye......

jo mne kabhi kiye hi nhi.....

tumse pyar krti thi.....

tumhe takleef kaise de skti thi......

ek baar to socha hota tumne.....

kher chhodo......

pyar to aaj bhi hai.....

or ha takleef aaj bhi hoti hai......

tumhe kisi or ka hote huye sochke bhi.....

jb tum sch me kisi or ke hojaaoge......

tb kya hoga pta nhi.....

pr haa mne apna pyar apne hi andr rkha hai.....

kbhi bhaar nhi laaungi.....

kbhi bhi apna pyar tumpe thopungi nhi......

ha hum dost hai ab.....

to uss dosti ko hi jrur nibhaungi.....

or jb aajaagi tumhaari zindagi me koi......

tb bina aahat kiye tumhaari zindagi se bhi chli jaaungi......

kisi teesre ka dard kya hota hai.....

m jaanti hu.....

m nhi chahti ki vo dard tumhe ya tum jise pyar kro use mile.....

humesha se tumhaari khushi chahi hai mne.....

tumhaari khushi ke liye tumse dur hona pde to vo bhi krjaaungi....


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