Could it be?

With everything that life has to offer,
There's so much to be enjoyed,
But the pleasures of sleeplessness I suffer,
Is the one I cannot avoid.
could it be, that I may be paranoid?

Experience is the best teacher,now I understand,
Life didn't turn out as I had planned,
All along I have been living in Dreamland,
I had many visions,
which could not be brought into action
Could it be that I lacked determination?

Things looks fine on other people,
My success seemed to be cripple,...