Dark walls, abandoned halls
Memories clinging on like dust
It's confusing whom to trust

Polluted thoughts flowing through your brain
Quietly submitting to the sound of rain
A beam of moonlight stumbling through the crack
And suddenly, everything’s just black

Searching for yourself in the mirror
Blindly staring at the insecurities before you
Told yourself not to cry
But that’s where you find yourself every night

It’s hard to focus when you're
standing in the middle of the room
and still feeling cornered
With shudders running down your spine
All you do is fake a smile
And think you're fine

Running out of tears
Because what you want to say
Is not meant to be heard
The pen out of ink
The journal out of pages
Your heart out of emotions
And yet, your words explain nothing

You’re numb!

Laying on the cold floor
Knees to your chest
All thoughts silenced to rest

As a gush of wind defeats your eyes
You wish you were never here,
Never in disguise

Now,
New day, new you
No one knows
What you’ve been through

Cause every morning
When you exit this room
You’re not you!

You’re something cheerful and true
Something different
Something new
That everybody likes

But you know,
It's not meant to be
You’ll always be drawn back into this room
Where your dark and hidden self will show
And no one could possibly know
© Avilia