I think to myself, If I wasn't me my life could be so different. If I hadn't been born to the parents I was born to I might have had a real chance at a better life. I would have known what it's like to be a child or maybe escape the extreme abuse I endured for my first ten years. The hole that has been left in my soul could be whole. I've always been treated a certain way by people even before the take a second to get to know me. Like I'm a plague or a person to easily treat like shit....