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Letter to my Youngerself
Dear my younger self,

Remember??
Of course not!!! Let me introduce myself. Hi I am you from your future, Saumya.
I am here to tell you something very important. What?? That is about what you are going to face in your future.
Dear you don't know what you have done. You have your trust on those peoples who are not yours. You don't have to except them for anything. You have not to waste your tears for them. You are going far from your parents. Parents are right for you not your friends, uncle, aunt, cousions, not any one. Do not hate your parents and brother for them. They are keeping you away for your good. If you don't change now you will have to regret. You know what? I was away from my brother, mom and dad from my birth to when I turned into 7. I was with them but I love only my cousins, Uncle and Aunt. When I saw real face of aunty and uncle. Then I realized what I have done. When you will be 8, you will have to face a big fight between them both and then you will realize you were wrong from start. But don't worry that fight will bring you close to your family. Talking about your best friends. Then no one is yours. Not Rakhi, Sandhya, Ambica, Varsha, Amit, Raj, Aman, Anant, Annu, Rukhsana. No one!!When you was 5, you had met Rakhi who became your first bestie. She is not yours. You both friendship are only for months. Do you remember? When you met first time Ambica. You were always desperate to friendship with her and be her bestie. But she always ignored you. You were always jealous of Isha because she was Ambica's bestfriend. When she left school. Then you again tried to be her friend. But now her bestie changed. She was Rukhsana. And Then She was Anu. When they both left school She befriend with you but this time her bestfriend was Varsha. You were an Ambivert from your childhood and that was your mistake. But it's okay you will learn to live. There were Raj and Anant as your friends and they were enough. When You will 6 or 7, you will attract with Amit because of his sharp mind. But he is not. He is a cheater. Don't take tension about him because he will skip 6 class and then you will see his real face. By The Way, About Ambica If You want her friendship then you will have to wait for her 5 years when you will 10 and then you will became bestie of her. She is not right for you but not wrong too. So, it's better for you to don't believe on her or when you will 13 you will know her reality. You will change at 11 totally. Not shy, not Ambivert, not a crying baby anymore, not long hair just a short hair girl. But one thing will not change that is your habit of a kajal dot on forhead. But it will change when you will left your old school and will join new school at 12 but you will not got opportunity to attend school. Because it was 2020. Oh, Remember I have not told you about 2020. So, 2020 is not going to be easy for anyone because this year will bring corona virus.
Will Stay at home and Study well.
Bye
From 13 year old you.
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