Now I'm scared to form friendships or any kind of relationship with anyone. 
I feel I'm not able to read these complex creatures anymore. 
They are scary. 

Once I trusted them very easily, 
But the wall around my heart is heavy to carry. 
I want to run, hide, and scream, 
But again, I didn't learn to give in easily. 
Why are they like this? 
We all have our own problems and traumas, 
So instead of helping each other to overcome them, 
Why do we contribute to making it even worse? 
They judge me for my appearance. 
How do they have the audacity to judge God's creation? 
What are they? 
Who are they? 
Why are they scarier than monsters?

I'm done, 
My soul is fed up. 
But we are compelled to stay here and face them. 
Sometimes I wonder, 
Is there any pure soul who will hold my hands and won't cut it? 
It will care for it. 
Is there any pure soul who will understand me 
And the hues of my emotions? 
Countless questions, 
Yet I have no idea or clue of answers. 
I can't find them. 
What kind of riddle is this? 
Why is it making me restless? 
Does it happen with you too or is it just me and my poor soul's dilemma?
                             
© Nainika