Now I'm scared to form friendships or any kind of relationship with anyone. 
I feel I'm not able to read these complex creatures anymore. 
They are scary. 

Once I trusted them very easily, 
But the wall around my heart is heavy to carry. 
I want to run, hide, and scream, 
But again, I didn't learn to give in easily. 
Why are they like this? 
We all have our own problems and traumas, 
So instead of helping each other to overcome them, 
Why do we contribute to making it even...