some call me selfish, Tell me I'm taking this a little too hard.

I simply can't help how I feel inside, so think of me as you want.

I'm desperate for answer's, trying to make myself understand.

how my bestfriend is gone,but had so much life left.

life without you here, just doesn't make any sense.

their is no right words to describe my pain, I feel inside.

Today makes two whole years since you left me.

I never envisioned life without you, but I'm living in the reality of hell.

sometimes I get so angry, and blame myself.

wondering only if I did thing's different,

would the ending results of been the same. could you of been saved.

so many what ifs, begging for some type of clousure, or sign from you.

just to know your ok, and know your watching over us, like they all say.

I got to see you at your best self, and your darkest rock bottom.

never did I ever once think of life coming to this.

we had to many plans ahead, now your just gone, and now that's it.

all i have left is memories, and a broken heart.

we were two peas and a pod, did everything together, never seeing one without the other.

it was rare if we weren't together, people used to ask where is your other half.

we...