Catching every drop of tears
Hid in my pocket along with my fears
Standing with a broken leg
Stabilizing sanity—trying not to beg

Walking through the darkness
Covering up every mess
Set my thoughts to flee
Breaking rules to set 'em free

Bleeding down on my knee
Picking up the shattered me—
waiting for the light to lit me up
Oh God I'm at the edge of giving up!

Wandering but lost
Becoming like ghost
Why am I so lost?
crawling—breaking in this holocaust?

I'm out of words,
—drunk in my thoughts
I don't wanna be broken
I just wanna feel alive again

Drowning in every words
This—this is a mad world
Each morning the saddest lullaby
Is waking me up with a goodbye

I am a ghost—in this uncertainty,
Finding my own clarity,
Tracing every footsteps
—losing my grip.
© Hamas Saqi