life is full of pain and stress
the circumstances, the people , the family, everyone is just here to suppress
my heart's pounds very weak
my eyes, just silently weep
evrywhere I see, it is dark
I am now scared of even a small spark
I am scared to smile
because I know it will last only for a while
after that it will be pain and only pain
lots of knives to stab me, lot of blood coming out of me to stain
lots of ropes that I can used to hang
songs of pain, is what my soul always chanted and sang
no one understands me
no one loves me
no one cares me
no one dares to smile for me
am I a human, or a badluck
is a thought which in my mind is totally stuck
my destiny is a dark flower which i want to destroy and pluck
i see ghosts of my past, my present and my future every where
with all possible weapons and pain which for me they use to scare
my dreams dont have even a single bit of flare
and for nothing at all, i want to dare
i just want to die
in the arms of nature, i want to lie
lying alone on the bed , i just want to cry and cry
to smile, i dont want to anymore try
now my eyes are totally dry

© Shanid