Since last time I still don't feel alive,
yesterday I was the happiest today I am similar to the emptybox which is always is the corner side.
I am afraid to feel anything I fear it will be gone in minutes.
I loved to dance cause it make me feel like I am flying but now I am afraid of heights
I don't want live this life,
every second feel like waste of time,
but I fear to die.
I am coward who can't even hurt herself at a time, but I will not give up this time.
I am going to survive, I am going to survive and will show myself that I deserve this life.
© silim