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Trying Trying 😔
trying trying so damn hard

wasting my eyes on screens

brains wasted on other peoples mindsets

brain goes numb when no one drops me a text


'makin me cry n pull out my guun' lil peep 🎵

i can't even get myself to keep

all i do is moan and go deep

so deep that my mind is asleep


i never have felt alive or awake

i keep trying on wrong things

certain apps have convoluted my weak mind

i wish i could just be off this grind


being more kind to my only head

as it seems i have gone off the pedal

i have got the elusive devil

entrapping my mind...... 😢