I'm scared of being alone
So I hung my life on an already thinning rope
I'm scared of being alone
So at night I talk to myself
Allowing the delusions of someone conversing with me to cramp up my head
Lending me momentary closure
I'm scared of being alone
So I allow my mind to chatter with people on my behalf, because my mouth is too busy figuring out how to speak
I'm scared of being alone
So I'm never home because the silence chokes me so I'm always out and about...
At least, that's what I imagine as I've locked myself away in my suffocating room
That's slowly killing me yet...