Got to many problems I already know,
so to cope I numb it all right through my nose
doing a little to much just hope I don't overdose.
yeah sometimes the truth I choose to sugarcoat,
Cuz I do a lot of fucked up things even when i shouldn't tho.
But it is what it is we all know this,
depressions a bitch but I got no slits on my wrists,
was always a misfit but I kept it hidden just to fit in
I'll admit it wrong decision don't ever let anyone stop you from being different,
Or say your not gifted and break your vision,
It's your life so you better be the only one who lives it.
Despite my lack of innocence I keep living mine,
this race I think I'm winning it but I'm little blind,
Eyes wide as I keep looking for that finish line,
Can't see my hourglass just hope I'm not running out of time.
Cuz I keep running out of my mind,
No ride or die I just ride to survive
Call me Jonny cash cuz i walk this fucking line,
Fuck it I'll just do another line,
close my eyes as i get lost in these rhymes.
I slice and I dice with these words that I write,
fight like a knight and this pen is my knife.
Strike with the tip let this ink fill the paper,
writing you a image of my life my own illustrator,
never finish anything a true procrastinator
Never finish editing just save it for later.
Been a player been a hater but never an imitator,
The top is where...