three shots or wait, was it four?
and also a double
but it's gonna take a bit more
cuz I don't wanna feel a damn thing
I need more to deal with this deceit
it'll be easier, so much easier
to just scare you away when
you try to come my way once again

I just want sweetness
to ooze from my every pore
and stick to those around me
like honey; insatiable and lickable

but he started drinking around 11
and probably started pill popd about 7
and I only stung him more than
the powder snorted through his nose
and possessed more proof than all the booze he'd bought

it's like I either have
crazy chaos or absolutely nothing at...