I ask my stamina
"Where were you-"
"When Dad knocked his wrath on Mum, and severed thousand hearts and minds-"
"When Mum roared in pain and screamed at us-"
"When my little brother sobbed helplessly, begging me whether Mum would evacuate us behind-"

I bash my forehead against the wall and ask my stamina again,
"Where the hell were you-"
"When I missed my strength and whimpered for help-"
"When my realm came tumbling down and floating off...