You're rude
(I'm not I just give candid responses)
You're cold
(I'm not you just don't want to hear the truth)
You're heartless
(I'm not you just want to hear what you want)
Do you even have a heart
(I do you just don't want to hear what you need)
Can't you respond and not just remain silent
(I can, am just dismissive of irrelevance )
You have a black heart
(I will keep silent it's cool)
You have a dirty heart
(Okay)
I just brush it off , All of it
Are you normal
(Since you asking maybe you see me as not)
You are weird
(I'm just collected )
Are you even human
(I'm just patient and not rush... )
I just give a small smile
Are you even from earth
(How else *sigh* ..why are you taunting me)
You sure you not from another planet
(Does it make you feel better?)
Do you even have feelings
(I do I'm just calm)
Do you even feel any emotions
(I hide them but you people don't make it better)
I just laugh it off
Seriously Are you human
(Is this some pill for you *sigh* I'm just cool)
You are so disconnected
(Keep your head help up high)
My God you are always glaring
(They can't see through my windows to my soul , I'm breaking)
Do you even grin
(I do actually...)
I give a blank stare
Jesus seeing you gives me the creeps
Boo, i tease with a smile
(I'm hurting and afflicted inside)
They happily laugh
Good to see them happy, I smile
(Feelings i keep them locked up real tight inside)
Are you made of concrete
Dummies you can literally see my flesh
They chuckle
(Play pretend and smile through the pain)
Goodbye Miss Wednesday they live with happy laughs
(Can it all just stop and leave me alone)
Bye i wave back small tug at my lips
(Finally they gone but tomorrow is another toture)
I shake my head
(At least i have the nights ,to be in silence and peace before another blessing of a daylight to be crushed to more pieces
Soon it's gonna be just dust nothing left to finish up breaking)
I breath in the pure air
Enjoying the nature, As i make my way to the safty of my home
My room....

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