I want to have a disgusting amount of unnecessary knowledge about all the things I am curious about ....
A nauseating amout , in nerve wrecking details ,
It's more a need than a want
Cause nothing ever interests me ,
It intrigues me ,invigorates me ,
baffles me , bewitches me ,
entrances me ....
Obsession is an art
that could be possessed in its pinnacle
only by the wanderers who have a deep abyss of nothingness ingrained in their souls
It's a kind of dignified act of desperation to fill something you don't have ,
with what you can seek and grasp,
not with what it ought to be filled with .
And I was born with an ocean of nothingness ,
cursed to lade it till my last breath .


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