I'm so done with everything now just like you throwing up your favourite food puking
this time it's not even a mood swing
that is threatening to destabilize my routine chores
nor it's some invented fake memories of a whore
this time it's not a bloody creation of my head
only good thing is that now I ain't afraid of death
cuz I know I'm not going anywhere without fucking being the best version of myself
that too for a considerable time
no matter how low my dimes...

may be currently cuz I'mma stand up to my fears
and do it happily without those tears
I don't fear a life of oblivion
I don't want to be the eye candy of a couple millions
stranger folks
who get inspired of my disillusioned talks
I just wanna do my own thing
things that I love the most
you know the poetry, listening that music thang but I know everything comes with it's own unique cost
I'm no longer anxious about those little things
cuz now I know a life with zero uncertainty is like worthless shit
I'm far from being done with taking risks
but this time I'm like a mountain goat taking on the highest peaks
surefooted as hell and determined like a giant rock on the shore facing the mightiest seas !!








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