I'm in a dark room, without windows
I'm sitting on a corner, with my eyes closed
Praying to lord, starring at closed doors
None can here my voice, mouth is useless
None can see me crying, eyes are worthless

I know I will not be able to eat anymore
I know I won't be able to breathe anymore
“Someone will open the door or break the wall
Or someone will save me with the nights fall"
I wish there's a single creature on the wall

I thought hell doesn't exist, but it isn't true
This is the worst day and I have to go through
It's like the silence is too much loud and wide
There is neither escape, nor a way to survive
Then I opened my eyes, and everything was alright

I was just lost in my mind, my anxiety!
And went to the room, escaped from the reality
There was no one to hold my hands
But I can feel now, another room full of spiders
I can't come out of it, they're coming insider

© Adine