"I know I said I at least wanted you as a friend, but I can't do that.
I have been talking to you again for not even a week and I think I am falling for you all over again.
I know you will hurt me, gosh, your are even hurting me now.
I dont believe any word that comes out of your mouth, but then I'm lying.
I try to think of you as the person who has broken my heart the most, but I just can't.
I know I have to scape your arms before you fool me again.
I know I have to talk to you, to tell you that I have to distance myself because if not I won't even have you as a friend, but I don't trust you.
I don't rust you because I know how you are with me.
You "care about me" but the again you talk shit behind my back. But then again you believed her and not me. But then again you don't deserve me.
I know I am not a good person but I know damn well I don't deserve all this fucking damage from love.
I want someone to care about me.
I can't be your friend, because I don't look at you as a friend.
I can't be just friends.
I can't be a friend."