In the past, I didn't understand differently,
If I knew the meaning of those times,
Would it have been different? Perhaps.
I might have been less naive, perhaps more discerning.
Fake scenarios would have vanished, a habit disappeared,
I would have pondered them differently.

I would've thought,
I would've wondered,
I would've considered.

Should I give social media or self-help a chance?
Wait, wouldn't it be better if I read those books?
But maybe I'd still ignore the signs of losing interest,
My problem:...