Today, the sky is cloudy
it's grey, like ur favorite color,
I sat there in the ground and started starring at the sky, but this time....
I didn't think of u,
I didn't think of anyone or anything
I didn't think...at all,
For the first time I didn't think.
I closed my eyes and this image appeared again
It was me ! riding a beautiful black horse, everything was green
Everything was so beautiful,
I was wearing a dress and I wasn't ashamed of my body
It's like I left all my insecurities aside,
I was me!!!! the real me !!
I was riding the horse and screaming with my loudest voice,
I was so wild,
It started raining, so I picked myself up, and I went back to my dark room, or let me say....my prison,
but I realised one thing, that it's not all about u, it never was, never will, I realised that it's me who matters the most, and how beautiful I am.
© Titania