They said push until you reach your goal
they didn't ask if I had targets,they didn't care to know how big my dreams where.
they just put in pressure but didn't ask how much pressure i can carry.this same people broke me in the process.did they care?

No!!!! "They didn't"
I asked,what am I supposed to do with myself now am broken?,they said pick your pieces and move on..
I did just as they said,I picked every pieces and put them in place.

They said your past shouldn't have a negative impact on you,when you fall you rise,you fall again you rise up again
I asked,how will I stand firm when you have me under your foot?
they said keep pushing,its hard now doesn't mean it will tomorrow, being under or belittled doesn't mean you can't be great tomorrow
but am exhausted,I need more energy to be able to rise on my own.

they said listen the energy you seek might not be what you need,you can do this all alone..
you need you to rise,taking a break isn't bad,what is bad is giving up
I asked,how do i need me when i can barely stand on my own?

one of them smiled,he said you can barely stand on your own because,each time you wanted to stand you keep needing energy.
but I needed it,just like I do now.

i keep fighting,every seconds,every minutes,every day
because I was weak,I didn't yield good results.
I began thinking,now it's making more sense to me
my eyes where clear.is that strength coming towards my direction.

they said push all you want,it gets harder and harder.
good things don't come easy..you want to have it you have to make some sacrifices.
I asked,why do I have to sacrifice when I have what it takes?

hahaha,
did they just laugh at me?
they vanished,yes they did!!
where are you?
I need you to direct me
what kind of sacrifice do I need to make

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© Barbara dreams