I'm finally done.
This was my life's last push.
I can't take more.
I finally broke

I've been waiting for this moment for a while now.
I just really don't want to live anymore.

I know my parents think that I'm mot good enough for anything.
I know they do.
They just speak in riddles,hoping I wouldn't know.

But unfortunately I do.
I'm such a disappointment.
I feel like I'm broken.
But it's impossible. I can't be broken.

As Mad Tsai says:
,,My momma and dad
both seem to say
Oh, Mad, a future gone to waste"

,,I hate my guts, I'm so done
Being everyone's mistake"
I wish I was sick.
Like I would get the flu or something.

I culd stay home all day and wouldn't need to go to school for about a week.
School is like a prison.

But worse.
Like I'm kept in a mental hospital.
But it's even worse...
I got a C.

Maybe only for physics but still.
I'm just a mistake.
A disappointment.
I studied for this test.

I'm simply stupid.
I don't know what to do
with my life.
But I think that's because I don't want one anymore.

I can't take this more.
I'm fed up.
I hope the teacher clicked on the wrong grade.
Tho I know she didn't.

And also there's this girl.
She's so beautiful and funny....