Something
I'm dealing with something ;
Something that fears me ,
Which also tears me .
This headache is freaking shit ,
"I" is the one I hit.
Why am I scattered ?
Did I even matterd ?
I'm done ,
with every single one .
Trust me , I hate myself ,
You must be , loving yourself....right ?
I'm fed-up ,
But still smile , with wassup ..
I want to change my extroverted nature ,
Will you then call me mature ??
I hate the way I'm friendly ,
But I hate myself more , sadly .
I want to seal my heart ,
And then , dear heart , please don't start .
Something that nils me ,
but also kills me .
I'm just waiting for my end .
The end . Final end .
Thankyou 999
© _moonlight
Something that fears me ,
Which also tears me .
This headache is freaking shit ,
"I" is the one I hit.
Why am I scattered ?
Did I even matterd ?
I'm done ,
with every single one .
Trust me , I hate myself ,
You must be , loving yourself....right ?
I'm fed-up ,
But still smile , with wassup ..
I want to change my extroverted nature ,
Will you then call me mature ??
I hate the way I'm friendly ,
But I hate myself more , sadly .
I want to seal my heart ,
And then , dear heart , please don't start .
Something that nils me ,
but also kills me .
I'm just waiting for my end .
The end . Final end .
Thankyou 999
© _moonlight