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At my worst
It's been a couple of months, I've been sitting in the darkness
Knowing I've kept myself in isolation, don't think I love less
I try to check in now and then, so it doesn't look like ignorance
Sending others love when the darkness overpowers
Guess it's my way of trying to keep myself in existence
Trying not to be the one who gives up life but inspires
I've always put others first
But right now I'm at my worst
Still, made an effort
No matter how much I hurt
I'm trying my best
My best just looks like a mess.
Still, I try, though I don't believe I can do this anymore
I've been losing so many battles, but I know I just can't lose this war...
© JPS2719
Knowing I've kept myself in isolation, don't think I love less
I try to check in now and then, so it doesn't look like ignorance
Sending others love when the darkness overpowers
Guess it's my way of trying to keep myself in existence
Trying not to be the one who gives up life but inspires
I've always put others first
But right now I'm at my worst
Still, made an effort
No matter how much I hurt
I'm trying my best
My best just looks like a mess.
Still, I try, though I don't believe I can do this anymore
I've been losing so many battles, but I know I just can't lose this war...
© JPS2719
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