Trust. I tell you it’s something I will never give you, something you don’t deserve from me. I say it’s something you earned but lost in the blink of an eye. According to you my lack of trust is not enough to push you away. You swear you’ll always be there for me no matter what regardless of whether I trust you or not. Why do you take my trust for a game? Why do you expect me to rely on you after I admitted I don’t trust you? My mind spirals with conflicting thoughts and questions. Are you genuine? Are you fake? Do you care? Do I truly matter? Your actions show me one thing and your words show me another. I’m at a fork in the road I ask myself why I dont hate you...I can’t find a solid reason to hate you. Just like I overheard her say to him, “I hate you, I love you, I hate that I want you....