Dear anxiety,
There's a voice in my mind
That tells me I'm not good enough,
I'm never gonna make it
And I should just give it all up
A voice that poisons my mind trying to convince me
I'm just another average girl
And will never do anything special with this time

An evil that attacks me when least expected
When I'm alone it comes knocking
And when I answer,
It leaves me in the corner of the floor
And I start rocking a heart pace
Its palms are sweaty, I start pacing
Its poison taking control of my body in my mind
All I want to do is run away
Just for the day
And hopefully you will fade away.

Anxiety,why do you exist?
Why do you tell me I'm the one to blame? It's my fault and things are never going to change
Why do you creep into my mind and fill me with fear?
When all I want to do is think clear
And enjoy my existence
But you're just so damn persistent It's hard to talk about as most people don't understand

What am I gonna do?
I'm losing this fight
My chest feels tight
Am I ever going to see any signs of life?

© antisocial

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