Because I could not stop death, I was dragged into the depths.....of darkness step by step with nothing except.....the ache in my heart. Time and time again I loathe and hate, never in the right state.....of mind. I try to reciprocate the fondness of them, to feel the same and not manipulate.

Because I could not stop death, I could feel when it left my lungs, my breath. Ascend or descend with cation at the high number of 10. People behind, infront, above and below.....me like an...