The roses were now wilted
And the violets already dead
Memories flooded my head
Like storms during rainy season
My world was crumbling
My dreams were shattered
And my heart was tattered

Suicidal thoughts was all i had
I felt the world would be a better,
Place without my presence
I had no reason to keep living
I was deflowered,i lost my pride
No parental love,just a victim of rape
Six feet under the ground,
was soon to be my home

"Sorry mama,i was never the,
Daughter you wanted,but i was
A burden to you,but today
I am willing to offload you,
Mama I'm sorry i was a problem,
I was nothing but an evil child,
But i bet you were the evil mother,
But please respect my carcass,
Lay me down to rest"

Tears filled my eyes,
Writing my suicide note
I didn't care if they will find it,
All i cared was i will be in a,
Better place,i will meet dad
I will have fatherly love again,
I took some pills,and splitted my,
Wrist,laid down on my bed,
Hoping to die in my sleep

©️Mum's Dota
Bleeding heart ❣️