I'm super sad this week
Not sure if it's been from the last peak
Or have I gathered it overnight
Doesn't it supposed to feel light
I just want to bring it all back
But it was just my heart that cracks

Million pieces of hopes and dreams
Couldn't it be real as my salty streams
Can't I be that little girl anymore
Why everything hurts to the core
When will I ever be at ease
Where is all the yearning peace

Dark circles circling the sphere
Should I stay or get out of here
Bearing the bruise I let them caused
Pretty sure I'm more than exhaust
Lately, nightmares are getting scary
Working on a day feels deadly

I'm making my mom sad
It's an avalanche of a constant regret
Wasting all of herself on my nonsense
I wish I was never in my presence
And her world will be a better place
She could get a well-deserved praise

One missed call lit up the dark
My hands almost call it back
My head couldn't stop being indecisive
Should I lie or burst into grief
So I turn my phone upside down
I won't take the others to drown

© damsel with thoughts