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I am blamed
I am too scared to admit
that I am insecured bcs of their words
I don't want them to drag me down
but the fight no longer seems worth

help me show me how to heal myself
I can't find a way no more
I tried everything possible
and the reality feels cold

I don't want Blaming
and I'm angry and mad
that so bad thing happened
and made everything that hard

I feel like it's not fair
although I know
maybe it will be for good
maybe that's the way to be strong

maybe if I get rid
Good thing will happen
but I just can't see it now
I only feel threatened

I get extremely triggered
by rude words and rude treatment
feels like I'm blamed for that as well
it seems Blaming wants to kill me