so you think.
so you , so you think you know all there is to know about my well-being.
silly human, it's this very attitude that draws attention away from life .
it actually centers , unwanted focused energy unto me .
you want to be a person with a positive impact ? well , then it is out of my way you should have been .
but , of course everyone had to say their peice. but not once did anyone agree to be flexable ...
my comfort is mandatory
before anything .
and if I should come to find the universe has something to say .I'll tell it continue on with your day watch what you say . it may be a grey area right now but thank God it's not visible because I'd plaster the words everywhere ....
for now I stand the perfect target for everyone to bully . I control me . I am supposed to be heard when I've spoken ... not ever am I too be ignored . I remember I spoke . I remember where I stood . I remember your attentive ears and , the way you awknowledged me .


did you thinki was joking .
you must have


you shrounded me with lack of space .
can you hear the screams .
just like it was yesterday

visuals.
absolutely
sicken
me

I am going to be judged
and I will.
I am closed away from all ...
it's lonely .
but I can't hear their words that affect me I've got , no space
my mind was weakend
my power was laughed at
my control was under strict measures .
save me .
save me , from what this has caused .
they would rather leave me like this .
and wait till my mouth utters words
what have they got .
alot of patience.
support .
leaverage
authority
access to information.
fluent communication
get the fuck out of my life with your fate and preplanned destiny shit . or leave!
and ,
don't you ever look back !