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A Little Too Easy
You'd think after several months of taking handfuls of pills, they'd get easier to swallow
that the tingling in my spine when someone says your name would eventually go away
I wake up with anxiety
and go to bed with the same damn pills

I must blame it on some weakness of my own
After all,
It is because of me that it is because of you

And yet, you is not just you
it's every thing that clutters my mind
the things that haunt my dreams
ones that pull me into the deep, murky waters of my subconscious
and wait till I am drowned and dead
gasping myself awake
all the things that make taking a handful of pills a little too easy
© NorMel