i miss you.
Hey.
I've thought about the way you lied.
and all the times I really tried to love you.
Through all the name calling,
heartache falling,
and feeling embarrassed around me.
I never once put myself above you,
and I was wrong to do so.
You gripped me in your bittersweet promises,
and left me confused and begging for you.
And you said I never meant much.
Just a way to have some fun and be done.
But for me, you were my everything.
People say I love too hard,
but I always feel like I love not enough.
And I get my heartbroken and lying in the dust.
But it's always me who does something wrong.
I won't deny.
But I'm not a doormat and I won't let this fly.
You made mistakes, more than I did.
But in the end it's all on me.
Because even though the damage is still left like a water residue,
I hate myself because I truly do miss you (not).
© Liyah Lee
I've thought about the way you lied.
and all the times I really tried to love you.
Through all the name calling,
heartache falling,
and feeling embarrassed around me.
I never once put myself above you,
and I was wrong to do so.
You gripped me in your bittersweet promises,
and left me confused and begging for you.
And you said I never meant much.
Just a way to have some fun and be done.
But for me, you were my everything.
People say I love too hard,
but I always feel like I love not enough.
And I get my heartbroken and lying in the dust.
But it's always me who does something wrong.
I won't deny.
But I'm not a doormat and I won't let this fly.
You made mistakes, more than I did.
But in the end it's all on me.
Because even though the damage is still left like a water residue,
I hate myself because I truly do miss you (not).
© Liyah Lee