I speak positively
for that's what I seek. I've got old cuts that's still haunt me
I repeat what I speak
so I know what I need. happy soul, not one that daily bleeds
pain is so deep idk what I need. drugs don't cut it so what do I need??
I keep falling to my knees
pain in my soul just like I hurt her, she says she hates me. but that's karma. guess that's what I deserve. try to stay sane so guess what my name means dealing with these cards, watching mama sad as I ask her what she need tryna make her happy
while my eyes bleed.
I'm sorry for the pain, don't wanna think about when it began.
I'm not who I was, sometimes I feel glad that the old me is gone. sometimes I feel hopeless
is it cause I'm sad, most nights I'm mad, mad at the fact, at the fact I can't change the fucking past. when I was happy always having a blast. I gotta let go cause it's dragging me down. let it hold me much longer. I'll slowly drown. I wanna wake and smile not Wonder why.. why I got what I got. I feel like this is what I deserve. what doesn't hurt will leave a little burn. but think about the hurt and you'll see what your worth. we all go through pain. but we're all worth more. some days, our cuts will feel sore. but believe, there is more.
© tito_nsane