Image credit: drawing by @tip_of_colors (my creation)

My eyes have been swollen,
I have been controlled by demon.
I'm afraid, you'll hurt again,
So I'm lying again.

It's mask I'm wearing,
It's the home I'm living,
All the gates have been closed
So, it made me alone.

you gave me the hope,
you show me the way,
you left, left me alone,
without saying good bye,
again, I wouldn't cry.

how...