Wide awake,
surrounded by darkness
recovering my lost breathe
I remember why I was awake
He made me weep relentlessly again
Oh I wish!
He would disappear
like he never existed...
Once he was beautiful..young lad
but now he is a nightmare..
he makes me despise him
Thoughts of self hatred and despair
Let bygones be bygones...
life taught me this
but no one knows
the...