Time after time I watched happiness die,
Even then before it wasn't easy to find,
Blinded by the lies and the violence and crimes,
Is it a devil or an angel that really lies inside.
Positive and negative I guess I'm a nephalin,
Ain't no escaping it I'm hell and heaven sent,
Never see me faking it the bullshits irrelevant,
Bigger picture I'm painting it and this is the evidence.
Stuck in this ongoing homicidal crime scene,
Dead on the floor but still I'm rising,
Ever lasting core death defying,
Better then before and this latter I'm climbing,
Don't know what's in store but still I'm buying,
Open up the door to find a blizzard inside it,
Music keeps me warm...