My eating disorder was granted usufruct of my body and mind,
If you could even call it legal use over everything that was mine.
I try to grant it that wish every now and then but I just can’t,
I can’t go back to such pain that I was unable to stand.
I don’t understand how I let that become a daily routine,
Because now a dip of my toes has me on the floor writhing.
To such an extreme, to a certain degree, I found happiness,
But I...