Long ago told u how I feel about u,
Yet I knew the answer.
But thought telling u would help me forgot,
About the feelings and the days that I suffer ...

Realised I was so wrong...
Feelings stays Nothing changed,
We are still talking,
Every day and night in my head.

Deleted the mediums where our words once flew.
Even managed to ran away from u
Yet, this friendship thing always comes in my way,
Gives me excuse to reach out, to talk,and the hope u will be mine someday.

I always know, its no,
I can clearly see that in your eyes ,
But I feel like waiting for your yes
Till the last day of my life

In films, those figures I hate,
Who loved, though love they'd never find.
Yet I am not surprised ,I became that character..
Now "I am" the only thing left in my life that I most despised .

I truly wished to stayed to our friendship,
Yet daily, my emotions start to sway.
Keeping them in check has become fond,
But their weight grows heavier each passing day.

I know it's a bit cheesy to u,
But I'd do anything for u any day.
Thinking about it makes me scared,
But I can't help feeling like I've really cared.

I found out It's so painful,
To fall in love with your friend .
U must prepare urself,
For heartbreak, jelousy and crying alone again and again..

I know ur kind and a good friend to me ,
It seems selfish but we shouldn't talk, yeah thats a lie
But It's best for me ,
Or else I am sure I am gonna die,

Though it seems we'll never share a fate,
I can't shake off this hopeful state.
One day, perhaps, it'd be great,
To ask you out for a movie date.



© Cosmo