I loved him though he wasn't mine to love
hoping my companionship would simply be enough...
for him to notice me
doesn't everyone want to be seen?
for who they are or for who they wish to be?
I was just an ordinary woman wanting to be his queen
what I wanted from us was a dream
so why didn't you wake me?
we're you amused by the way I suffered at your abuse?
wishing you would choose me!

Because apart of me couldn't leave
Once a stranger now the air that I breathe
Our toxic love became such a disease
slowly killing me
so weak I am for you
looking back at all that we been through!

When I look Into your eyes I'm reminded of my scars.
Not how they are hideous but how beautiful they are
From the shadows of your abyss you came to stare upon my beauty
Invisible to society yet you spoke as if you knew me
Month to month , hour to hour, feeding you pieces of my soul to devour
I never met a being like you
Years has passed and it still reigns true

My feelings for you grew more than I care to say
Being more apart of you day after day!

© Reaper