I loved him though he wasn't mine to love
hoping my companionship would simply be enough...
for him to notice me
doesn't everyone want to be seen?
for who they are or for who they wish to be?
I was just an ordinary woman wanting to be his queen
what I wanted from us was a dream
so why didn't you wake me?
we're you amused by the way I suffered at your abuse?
wishing you would choose me!

Because apart of me couldn't...