yeah I know i was down for so long
wrote songs and poems and cried a lot
been drunk in splendour of you
and drenched in the sorrow of loosing someone so close as you
thought my life would suck without you but i guess it wasn't true

now i see what I wasn't meant to
cuz you forgot everything material has a "use by date"
so you know we weren't eternal
so i write this to youuu

I'm so good already
and yes i know too much already
i guess you weren't ready
maybe i would have warned you already
now you know i know what u wish I didn't know
now you know u treated me like a teenage dirtbag
now you know I'm stronger
now you know I'm not dependent

and i take privilege to
thank you for knocking me down
cuz your words have just made me better
but your concerns ; they don't matter now
so thank you for knocking me down
I'm stronger now
I'm wiser now
I'm a pillar of independence
I'm a pillar of emotions
I'm a pillar to remind you whom you messed up with
cuz it's the new me
and guess I'm no better
now you're lost; boy
with your head up in the clouds and I don't know what you've been looking for
too busy chasing stars!


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