Is my destiny clear? Am I sensing this right? I'd like to think so. I just feel my destiny, its beyond words. I am one of the chosen, I must help. I feel giddy, excited, and nervous about my new chapter in life. I must be stronger than I realized. I have ti be strong to be strung along this painful, depressing path ive waljed to this point. This is a pivotal moment. I must take advantage of whats offered. Im sitting in a hospital facing heart surgery at any time due to my own choices in life. Scared is not even the word. But in a way I feel comfort in knowing I alive, I've lived threw what has killed many. This is were the selfishness of addiction ends and my time to step up, share my story and save lives. I got a personality that people easily connect to. I feel all the pain and suffering I've lived through for almost two decades was no accident. It is destiny's choice, I just got to trust in my destiny. I must live with compassion, love, happiness, gratitude, and a giving nature. Smile much, foun rarely. Emerse in nature, all that's good and my destiny of helping nature. trust that my new chapter will be great.
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