Is my destiny clear? Am I sensing this right? I'd like to think so. I just feel my destiny, its beyond words. I am one of the chosen, I must help. I feel giddy, excited, and nervous about my new chapter in life. I must be stronger than I realized. I have ti be strong to be strung along this painful, depressing path ive waljed to this point. This is a pivotal moment. I must take advantage of whats offered. Im sitting in a hospital facing heart surgery...